It’s taken a few days (ok weeks) to think about putting something down about the last few weeks/months and my last couple of races.
To be honest, I’ve been in what I think is called a hole. Mentally more than physically, and it’s taken a lot of grumpiness, moping, and generally feeling sorry for myself, before I’ve managed to kick that to touch and start to think rationally, see logically and basically put things back in balance. There’s been a lot of self talk, a lot of questioning, a lot of reasoning, like I said a lot of moping and generally scraping myself off the floor.
Pre race contemplation – CDA 2015 (photo cred. Sue Hutter)